Monday, May 17, 2010

I'm a Survivor !

I was listening to Destiny Child - I'm a survivor and it reminds me of the history of my life .

I remembered when i was 7 year old , my parent divorved . Life was meaningless . Tho i was still small at that time but i knew the feelings of not having a father and a sister by my side . Imagine , everytime when you wake up in the morning , you'll see your mom is busy preparing breakfast for the whole family . And when the breakfast are ready , all of you will seat at the dining room and enjoyed the nutritious and delicious breakfast cooked by the woman in the family . You shared the laughter , those teases and jokes together .

But things had changed when i was 9 year old . Everytime when i woke up in the morning , i'll see different and new faces . I was shocked and i was wondering where was i at that time ? I thought i'm lost but i wasn't . I was at Tokmi and Atok's house . I'm in Penang . I started to missed daddy and kak nur . All i ever remembered that i told Mama was , i want to go back to KL and be with daddy and kak nur . What mama did was smiled at me and said " sabar sayang " .

I went to a primary school . SK Jelutong Barat . HAHA . I had no one . No friends . New faces again and i don't understand penang's accent when they spoke to me . I was blurred all the time . After quite sometime , i enjoyed my school life till i finished my high school in SMK Convent Green Lane . The best school ever , i shall say . After all , girls school wasn't that bad like what i thought before i entered it .

Apart from it , i've survived heartbreaks throughtout my whole teenage life . Now that i am 19 . Closes to adult world . I've learnt a lot about life . Thanks to Mama . I've learnt how to be mature , i've learnt how to apprecite friendship and loved one in life , i've learnt how to socialise in a good way , i've learnt how to cooked and baked well - thanks to Mum and Umi , i've learnt how to laugh and smile again , and finally i've learnt how to be a good child with full of respect and to be independent . I finally understand the true meaning of love . I'm blessed to be around my loved ones all the time . Thanks to my beloved mother - Mama . My most supportive girlfriends - my dearest women and my most crazysexycool friends . Nothing compare to all of you . You guys had coloured my life . Iloveyou .

For those who had bad - mouthing me through facebook last year , i hope you had changed . No one is perfect and so do you people . I've forgive but i will not forget what you did . It's fate that i was meant to be with him . I'm not a stealer and i don't steal him away from you . What shocked me the most , you and your girlfriends looked innocent but you girls such a pathetic drama queen . Shame on you !

Like Destiny Child say ; I'm a survivor , i won't give up , i'm a survivor , keep on survivor . I am what i am today !

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