Thousand Miles

I don't know where to begin and how to begin ; well , take note readers , the person i'm gonna write in this post is not my boyfriend or future to be neither my crush nor a special one . To me he's an extraordinary guy . Not to say one in a million but someone who made my days and nights beautiful ever since he came back :D although he irritates me a lot . Yes , a lot . You have no idea how much i feel like slapping his face if he were to be infront of me right now at this moment . Heh . I was just kidding . Think i'm gonna do that ?

I'm not gonna tell where is he from , all i can say he's a Malaysian and proud to be one . I'm not gonna tell where is he studying , all i can say he's studying thousand miles far from Malaysia . I'm not gonna tell you his name , all i can say is i call him Nimrod . I call him that not because he's sweet but because of he is clumsy . Okay , don't kill me if you were to read this . :) I'm not gonna tell what course is he studying , all i can say is he's a future doctor to - be . I'm not gonna tell when is he leaving , all i can say he's leaving very soon . I'm not gonna tell you that i'm sad , all i can say i wish he could stay longer . I'm not gonna tell how we spent time together , all i can say i enjoyed every single moment i'm with him . I'm not gonna tell what are the weird and crazy things he ever done , all i can say it's out of my expectations and i find it sweet . I'm not gonna tell how long he's been living in Malaysia , all i can say he's only back for 3 months . I'm not gonna tell if we're best friends , all i can say he meant a lot to me .

And now , my pretty little liars stories begin from the the day one i met him until the day he gonna leave . I may not have a perfect memory to remember the exact time and date but i remember things we did and fun we had together . I will cherish it until you come back again . I'm gonna live my life day by day with the memories we had .

August update

Hey bloggie . We meet again . It's been so long since i last update you . Been pretty busy lately . So much things to do , a lot to think of . It's the starting of August , starting of fasting month . So far , everything went well . Alhamdulilah . I've resigned from Fridays but i'm still part of them . I miss you guys a lot . My farewell party was real awesome . I will never forget that . It's still in my head and will always be . It's been 3 weeks since i resigned and now i'm bored staying at home without doing anything . But then again , i don't think i would have the energy to work during fasting month . Long hours , couldn't stand . Basically , after resigned , i went to KL . Daddy is back from Qatar with his family . We had great time together . No heart broken or tears , it's all about smiles and laughter . Again , i feel thankful . ;) Went to check out colleges and haven't decided yet . I'm still thinking over it again and again . Having a major headache about it . A lot of changes in life , a lot of changes in myself and so do the people around me . I've seen negativeness in it and also positiveness . I myself can't predict what am i now . But i guess i'm still the same person as what i was before . Maybe there is a slight changes . I guess i've become more braver and stronger than before . I'm happy . ;)

As I Lay Dying

Damon Salvatore ; All those years i blamed Stefan . No one forced me to love her . It was my own choice . I made the wrong choice . Tell Stefan i'm sorry , okay ? This is even more pitiful than i thought .

Elena Gilbert ; There's still hope .

Damon Salvatore ; I've made a lot of choices that have gotten me here . I deserve this . I deserve to die .

Elena Gilbert ; No , you don't .

Damon Salvatore; I do , Elena . But it's okay . Because if i had chosen differently , i wouldn't have met you . I'm so sorry . I've done so many things to hurt you .

Elena Gilbert ; It's okay . I've forgive you .

Damon Salvatore ; I know you love Stefan . And that it will always be Stefan . But i love you , you should know that .

Elena Gilbert kissed Damon Salvatore and Damon said " Thank you "

Katherina Petrova ; It's okay to love them both . I did .

- Vampire Diaries season 2 -

Leave

Hey bloggie . It's been a while since i last update about myself and the people around me . Well , i'm good so do my loved ones . Still working at TGI but it's gonna be my last month . Time flies very fast , without realizing it , it's almost 7 months i'm working . I'm gonna miss everything in there . The people , though they might be such an asshole sometimes but they're fun to be with . I've learnt a lot . I never regret working there . Started as a greeter then as a waitress and a day as a bartenderess . I'll definitely miss every single moment i had with my friends and managers as well . I feel sad to leave but in the same time i feel happy and relief . Perhaps it's because i don't have to wake up early and come back late at night anymore . No more sweeping the floor , mopping the floor , pre-bussing the plates , wipe tables , making desserts and of course greet the guests . I'm gonna get back my old life . Waking up late everyday , online , eat and sleep . That's what i do best . The same old routine again . But it's just gonna be few weeks and i believe after that class gonna start , i'm gonna be a college student . No more uniforms and rules . Awesome . Seriously , i can't wait and i am excited . YEAY ! That's all for now i guess . I have no idea what to update you readers anymore . But recently , i'm crazy over Olly Mur's songs . I find it cute , i meant the lyrics especially heart of my sleeve . Seems to be so meaningful to me .

Happy

Last week was an awesome week for me . Why ? It's simply because my cousin came all the way from Sarawak . Ohh i have do have her picture just that i feel super lazy to upload it from my phone . Anyway , her name is Sharifah Sarah Zafirah Edruce . She's a Sarawakian . I kinda learnt a lot from her how to speak in sarawkian language . Payah jugak kot nak sebut certain words tue . Lol . She arrived in penang on wednesday afternoon too bad i was working so she just stayed at home and wait for me to come back . The next day which is thursday , we went to Gurney . I'm bored of Queensbay , like seriously . I've been seeing it everyday . Tired if Friday's foods too . We watched Fast 5 again . I don't mind watching it million times just so you guys know Paul Walker acted in the movie . He's HOT . Gah . It was midnite movie at 12.15 and we reached home at 3am . Sakan kan ? I know . And not forgetting we had dinner at Chilis and to be honest Fridays food way much better . Especially their steak topper . I'm saying this not because i worked with Fridays but the truth . Second day we went 1st Avenue and so she got herself a handbag from Charles & Keith the same design that i wanted just that different colour , Her was pink and mine yellow . At night went to Queensbay , had Subway for dinner and Tutti Frutti for dessert and shisha at Hammer Bay with Afeez , Jenny , Lee , Brian , Henry and Navien . Great night we had together . So much to update each other . 3rd day before sarah went back to Sarawak we went Kapitan gurney had dinner there , naan cheese . Wanted to watch Paul but then there's no more showing . Showing time is very limited . Lepak - ing at Ivory nasi kandar istimewa and that's it . I miss her already . I had great time with you cousie . I love you . Thanks for belanja - ing me ;)

Fever Hanni Fever !

I was just lucky to get an off day on public holiday yesterday ( Wesak Day ) Had an awesome time with Mama . We went First Avenue and i'm happy that i got myself cardigans from Cotton On and Max Factor blusher and got mama new shades from Charles & Keith and not forgetting we had Kenny Rogers for lunch . Super fulled . Later in the evening , went for jogging alone at bukit dumbar , trying hard to get myself fit and slim while at night was on the phone for hours talking craps with friends . Everything seems to be perfecto until i went to bed . I felt cold and shivering . I know i'm gonna get high fever after all those great time i had . Screw it . Couldn't sleep and was crying whole night because i'm in pain and my head is super heavy . Can't even stand properly . That bad huh ? Maklum lah i ney kalau demam or sakit memang mengada - gada and manja . What to do mama's pet daughter . Now , waiting for mama to come back and bring me to clinic . Tak boleh tahan already .

Depress Confession

Okay , i'm here to make a confession about myself . Hell no , i'm not AN ATTENTION SEEKER or A DRAMATIC CHILD . Nothing important for people to know about it , but it's important to me cause i've been hearing the same sentence everyday in Fridays and it makes me sick . My ears bleeding . Unfortunately , i can't live with the F I policy ( fcuk it policy ) . Well , the confession that i would like to make in here is i'm FAT ! Put it in a nice way , i've put on weight ever since i worked with Fridays . I have triplets layers tummy whenever i sit down , my jeans are tight and i don't have shapes anymore . My prosperity been bulging out here and there . I admit i've been eating a lot recently . You know working with f&b line , you'll tend to eat supper as if you're having your dinner and then when you're tired you just go to sleep right after you had your supper and cleaned yourself . The next day you wake up very late and you don't have the time to exercise knowing the fact that you don't have a life . That is what i'm facing right now . I need to find solution for my problem and i need to get rid of these irritating fats . I'm double my size than before . I'm HUGE now ! No , it ain't a good thing and yes it's a big deal to me .

Gym doesn't work on me perhaps dancing class ?