As I Lay Dying

Damon Salvatore ; All those years i blamed Stefan . No one forced me to love her . It was my own choice . I made the wrong choice . Tell Stefan i'm sorry , okay ? This is even more pitiful than i thought .

Elena Gilbert ; There's still hope .

Damon Salvatore ; I've made a lot of choices that have gotten me here . I deserve this . I deserve to die .

Elena Gilbert ; No , you don't .

Damon Salvatore; I do , Elena . But it's okay . Because if i had chosen differently , i wouldn't have met you . I'm so sorry . I've done so many things to hurt you .

Elena Gilbert ; It's okay . I've forgive you .

Damon Salvatore ; I know you love Stefan . And that it will always be Stefan . But i love you , you should know that .

Elena Gilbert kissed Damon Salvatore and Damon said " Thank you "

Katherina Petrova ; It's okay to love them both . I did .

- Vampire Diaries season 2 -

Leave

Hey bloggie . It's been a while since i last update about myself and the people around me . Well , i'm good so do my loved ones . Still working at TGI but it's gonna be my last month . Time flies very fast , without realizing it , it's almost 7 months i'm working . I'm gonna miss everything in there . The people , though they might be such an asshole sometimes but they're fun to be with . I've learnt a lot . I never regret working there . Started as a greeter then as a waitress and a day as a bartenderess . I'll definitely miss every single moment i had with my friends and managers as well . I feel sad to leave but in the same time i feel happy and relief . Perhaps it's because i don't have to wake up early and come back late at night anymore . No more sweeping the floor , mopping the floor , pre-bussing the plates , wipe tables , making desserts and of course greet the guests . I'm gonna get back my old life . Waking up late everyday , online , eat and sleep . That's what i do best . The same old routine again . But it's just gonna be few weeks and i believe after that class gonna start , i'm gonna be a college student . No more uniforms and rules . Awesome . Seriously , i can't wait and i am excited . YEAY ! That's all for now i guess . I have no idea what to update you readers anymore . But recently , i'm crazy over Olly Mur's songs . I find it cute , i meant the lyrics especially heart of my sleeve . Seems to be so meaningful to me .

Happy

Last week was an awesome week for me . Why ? It's simply because my cousin came all the way from Sarawak . Ohh i have do have her picture just that i feel super lazy to upload it from my phone . Anyway , her name is Sharifah Sarah Zafirah Edruce . She's a Sarawakian . I kinda learnt a lot from her how to speak in sarawkian language . Payah jugak kot nak sebut certain words tue . Lol . She arrived in penang on wednesday afternoon too bad i was working so she just stayed at home and wait for me to come back . The next day which is thursday , we went to Gurney . I'm bored of Queensbay , like seriously . I've been seeing it everyday . Tired if Friday's foods too . We watched Fast 5 again . I don't mind watching it million times just so you guys know Paul Walker acted in the movie . He's HOT . Gah . It was midnite movie at 12.15 and we reached home at 3am . Sakan kan ? I know . And not forgetting we had dinner at Chilis and to be honest Fridays food way much better . Especially their steak topper . I'm saying this not because i worked with Fridays but the truth . Second day we went 1st Avenue and so she got herself a handbag from Charles & Keith the same design that i wanted just that different colour , Her was pink and mine yellow . At night went to Queensbay , had Subway for dinner and Tutti Frutti for dessert and shisha at Hammer Bay with Afeez , Jenny , Lee , Brian , Henry and Navien . Great night we had together . So much to update each other . 3rd day before sarah went back to Sarawak we went Kapitan gurney had dinner there , naan cheese . Wanted to watch Paul but then there's no more showing . Showing time is very limited . Lepak - ing at Ivory nasi kandar istimewa and that's it . I miss her already . I had great time with you cousie . I love you . Thanks for belanja - ing me ;)

Fever Hanni Fever !

I was just lucky to get an off day on public holiday yesterday ( Wesak Day ) Had an awesome time with Mama . We went First Avenue and i'm happy that i got myself cardigans from Cotton On and Max Factor blusher and got mama new shades from Charles & Keith and not forgetting we had Kenny Rogers for lunch . Super fulled . Later in the evening , went for jogging alone at bukit dumbar , trying hard to get myself fit and slim while at night was on the phone for hours talking craps with friends . Everything seems to be perfecto until i went to bed . I felt cold and shivering . I know i'm gonna get high fever after all those great time i had . Screw it . Couldn't sleep and was crying whole night because i'm in pain and my head is super heavy . Can't even stand properly . That bad huh ? Maklum lah i ney kalau demam or sakit memang mengada - gada and manja . What to do mama's pet daughter . Now , waiting for mama to come back and bring me to clinic . Tak boleh tahan already .

Depress Confession

Okay , i'm here to make a confession about myself . Hell no , i'm not AN ATTENTION SEEKER or A DRAMATIC CHILD . Nothing important for people to know about it , but it's important to me cause i've been hearing the same sentence everyday in Fridays and it makes me sick . My ears bleeding . Unfortunately , i can't live with the F I policy ( fcuk it policy ) . Well , the confession that i would like to make in here is i'm FAT ! Put it in a nice way , i've put on weight ever since i worked with Fridays . I have triplets layers tummy whenever i sit down , my jeans are tight and i don't have shapes anymore . My prosperity been bulging out here and there . I admit i've been eating a lot recently . You know working with f&b line , you'll tend to eat supper as if you're having your dinner and then when you're tired you just go to sleep right after you had your supper and cleaned yourself . The next day you wake up very late and you don't have the time to exercise knowing the fact that you don't have a life . That is what i'm facing right now . I need to find solution for my problem and i need to get rid of these irritating fats . I'm double my size than before . I'm HUGE now ! No , it ain't a good thing and yes it's a big deal to me .

Gym doesn't work on me perhaps dancing class ?

Alive

It's May already . Yeay ! It means i have 1 and a half month to go and then i'm done . Totally DONE with working . Mother's day celebration was awesome . Took mama and mum to Tarbush . We had dinner together and the best part on mother's day is i got gifts too from mama . Heh . Two rings from Habib Jewel . Thanks mama . You know i love you .

And i got new kitten too :D . Still thinking what should i name it ? Couldn't figure out what's it gender too . New born kitten , mum said don't touch it or else the mother will take it kittens away . I didn't know cats have supersitious as well . Thought it was only humans .

I'm still thinking where should i go for studies as well . College or local U ? July cominggg and i haven't decided yet . Worst part everyone said i'm FAT ! Well , i put on weight a lot ever since i worked . Too much of prosperity and i don't love it . I need to slim down my tummy . I need it to be flat . I'm trying hard to EXERCISE .

Well , i love the way i live my life now . Although i'm single but i don't feel lonely knowing that my family and friends are around and yes i'm always ready to mingle . Till then , keep smiling ;)

I'm Coming Home

I'm back in PENANG ! Hell shit . 3 days off and was in KL with sister , Adam and Naim ;) Didn't shop that much . Bought few stuffs . Kak Nur's car brokedown and we only went to Mid Valley . Thank god it's near to my sister's house . First day arrived , Naim picked me up from Aeroline station which is near Sunway Lagoon . Had lunch at Nandos OU , met Vivien too . I miss you already . Watched movie The Roommate . It was stupid , like seriously . It was more like a lesbian movie tho . HAHA . Naim met Kak Nur and that's all for the first day . Second day was out with Kak Nur to Mid Valley and Gardens . Watched movie again , The Red Riding Hood . It was ok . Better than The Roommate . HAHA . Sorry Naim , i thought it was nice movie to watch but i was wrong . Bought shoes at Vincci . They were having crazy sales . OMG . Bought some dress , belts and what more ? Can't remember . Naim was broke so we didn't go out that night . Was at home while sister is out with her friend . Pity me huh . It's alright . Third day , the worst day ever . MAMA I DON'T WANNA GO BACK . I don't wanna work . I had fun holidays in here . ;( Met Adam , went Sunway Pyramid with Kak Nur and Kak Sakinah's family . Had lunch . Super fulled . Then left at 3 plus to KTM . Naim came ;) Thanks for coming . It was raining heavily and he got wet in the rain . Sorry brother . We said goodbye and the journey continued till i reached Penang .