Last Friday Night

Oh well , i miss you blog . It's been a long time since i last update you with my stories . Was busy working . I don't even have time for myself . All i know , when i get back from work , clean myself , had some supper and sleep . The next day when i'm awake , i gotta crack my head thinking what to wear to work . Nah , it's not an easy job man . Really . I need to have Red , Black and White with me all the time . Knowing me , i don't have those colours . My tops are usually bright colours , so yeah i gotta do some shopping then , and hell yes i'm broke . Oh damn . Now i wonder when actually i'm not broke and have money . NONE . I'm a spender . I spent a lot . Real alot . HAHA . Not easy to be ME . Anyways , i love working at Fridays . I love the people there . They're funny and managers are cool too . I admit , my life are more hectic nowdays compared to before i started working . But to me the important thing is , you love your job and your surrounding so definitely you'll enjoy your work no matter how tired it may be . ;) Being hostess is easy , you just greet people and bring them to their seats . And i swear i hate the part that we hoster and hostess gotta check the toilet every half and hour . I don't even do that at home . I don't do housework . At first , i find it very ma huan but as the day goes by , i'm used to it . So the conclusion is i love my job and i love my Fridays family . Not forgetting , i miss my 69 family . I wanna meet you people soon . We need to update each other .

A Walk To Remember

Jamie : You know what i figured out today ?

Landon : What ?

Jamie : Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than i had for myself . Like this journey never ends . Like you were sent to me because i'm sick .To help me through this . You're my angel . I love you .

Common Denominator

Blast New Year !

Heyyo baby blogger . Wait up . Gotta wish , HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE ! It's not to late isn't it ? Anyway , i feel so much relief after talked to the Tm customer service . I couldn't online for 4 days . Damn ! Now everything is back to normal . My new year celebration was super AWESOME ! Had lots of fun . 2011 is the best celebration ever with the 69 family at mansion 69 . Cool huh ? Stay over with the ladies at G hotel was a great idea . The ladies had fun yow ! The room was huge , the bed , the living room , the toilet . Felt like a princesses for a day . Thanks boss ! ;) Had splendid time at mansion dancing the whole night till morning . We partayy hard bebeh . After 3am , everyone was tired and we didn't had enough sleep . Guess we only slept for 2 and the half hours . Sumpah balik , tido tak sedar diri ok . HAHA . Anyway , everything was good and great . We had blast time with each other . We shall stay strong 69 family , you know who you are .

2010

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow . I just can't wait for it . It's PARTAYYYY time bebeh . G hotel waiting for us . The pool , the bar , the room and of course the bed ! Good time with loved ones . New life begin , with new people around me . It's the end of 2010 , beginning of 2011 . My christmas and birthday was awesome . I had a splendid celebration with my girlfriends . Thanks Mia for the birthday cake , it was lovely and delicious . To my girlfriends who turned up the other day , thanks a lot ladies . Thanks for the gifts too . My holidays was well spent with my crazysexycool cousins . We had great time together . I wanna do bad things with you . That is Maizura's phrase . I will always remember that girl .

Well , throughout the whole year of 2010 , i've make a lot of mistakes . I've learnt a lot too . Those memories i had with my loved ones , i'll cherish it with me . I'm sorry for all the harsh words that came out from my mouth , things i did that hurt you peps , thousand of apologies .

This is for you ; boy , i wanna say sorry and thanks for everything . I never regret being with you . Not even a little bit . I was proud to be someone that you love the most , it's just me . Perhaps i was too rush in making my own decision . I should have think about us but i guess it's too late for everything now . Thank you for the birthday wish that you've sent to me . I was happy to read it especially when you told me that you miss me . Boy , i miss you too . Maybe a lot more than you do . Remember , you used to tell me ; let's grow old together forever ? There are so much things we did together . I still love you anyway , and perhaps one day you'll meet someone better than me . I will always remember the smile that you gave to me when we first met cause that smile makes me fall for you . I hope 2011 will be a good year for us to start a new life , but hey , we are still friends right ? I'm here for you if you need someone to talk too . Don't worry i don't hate you and i will never hate you .

I can't wait !

Ohhhhhmmmyyyyyyyyy ! I am so excited for tomorrow . I just can't wait for it . Can't wait for the clock to strike at 12pm . 25th Dec . It means a lot to me . Well , it's not only just Christmas but it's my birthday as well . I'm turning 19 . Can you believe it ? Damn . I still can't . I don't even know if i were to act like 19 year old adult . Wait , i still considered as a teenager . Not too young , not too old . I'm balance . I can't wait for surprises too . Phone calls and text messages . Non stop wishes . Perggghh , belagak macam kau celeb Hanni oih . Lol . I'm just happy and super excited for birthday . I can't wait for Daddy's and Kak Nur's calls . I miss them a lot . I can't wait to see Mia's cake . She promised to bake a cake for me . My birthday cake . I can't wait for gifts . Yes , i know i DEMAND FOR GIFTS . Call me whatever , i don't care . Birthday kasi chance lah . It's only once a year . I can't wait to go for Birthday dinner with Mama , Umi & Mum . Birthday dinner with unregistered too . I just can't wait for Saturday although it's only few hours from now . Too all christian , Merry Christmas . Have a blast Christmas with loved ones .

I cry a tear to start a river

It's hard to put your feelings into words , it's hard to explain how you feel . When someone asks you what's wrong , it's really hard to answer . You know you can't set words on your feelings and you know that no one can understand how you feel unless they'd felt the same way before .

Everyone got different problems , different reasons to be sad , to cry . You'd might be broken inside , but never tell anyone the reason why . No one can understand and no one really cares .

- I was shocked to see you yesterday . My heart feel like explode and it beats faster than usual . Then i realised that i've actually missed you -